
Stage Two: Mind Control
The
ordinary human mind thinks about life but never experiences
it. Instead of perceiving the present moment directly, our
mind must rely upon information received from the sensory
organs. Our senses pick up external vibrations and relay
them to the brain in the form of internal vibrations; the
brain then processes these, correlating and reconciling them
with impressions already stored; and finally, the mind
reacts, acknowledging and evaluating the event perceived.
What our mind experiences as the present moment is really
just the recent past, after it’s been processed, refined,
packaged and labeled. This “present moment” bears about as
much resemblance to true reality as white sugar does to a
living sugarcane plant.
When it’s not busy processing incoming impressions, our
mind busies itself by mulling over memories, creating and
solving problems, and fantasizing about the future. Since
the unstable mind functions only in the past and future,
while the Self exists only in the eternal present, we can
experience the Self only when the mind becomes stable.
A Stable Mind
A stable mind is
one which has become completely free of all
thought-agitations. In meditation the mind is encouraged to
suspend its activity, and because of this some people assume
that meditators become dull-minded. This could not be
further from the truth, for in fact a stable mind is the
exact opposite of a dull one. Such extremes often seem very
much alike to us; for example, our eyes can see neither very
low nor very high vibrations of light, so both conditions
appear to us as “darkness,” though in reality there is a
world of difference between the two states. The difference
between a stable mind and a dull one is like the difference
between a spinning top and one which is slowing down,
wobbling to a stop. The stable mind is completely vibrant,
fully aware and perfectly balanced, so there is no agitation
to obscure our perception of the inner Self which lies
behind it.
To fully understand this difference, we need only think
back to times when intense excitement forced our mind out of
its past- future warp. Sensual indulgences, roller coasters,
monster movies, daredevil feats—these are some of the things
we utilize in order to stabilize the agitated mind just long
enough for us to get a brief hit of exhilaration from our
inner wellspring of bliss. Rather than feeling dull-minded
at such times, the experience we have is one of
super-consciousness.
By far, our very favorite method of stabilizing the mind
in daily life is through the fulfillment of desire.
Throughout our waking hours we constantly lapse into
daydreams built around the desire for things we feel would
make our life complete. If only I could be a famous movie
star, how happy I would be! If only I could possess that sex
object, life would be pure heaven! If only I could gel a
promotion, all my problems would be over!
Then one day the manager of our department tells us he is
leaving and we are being considered to replace him. Suddenly
our mind becomes obsessed with desire for that promotion;
for days we can think of nothing else, and we are sure that
we will die if we don’t get it. We work harder at our
present job; we “sell” our self to the boss at every
opportunity; we dream about the status that the new title
would bring; and we make lists of all the wonderful things
we would be able to buy with the additional income. All our
other desires have become eclipsed by a single,
all-pervasive want: DEPARTMENT
MANAGER.
Finally,
the boss calls us
into his office and tells
us that the
promotion is ours! What
perfect Bliss! What indescribable Joy! We never been
so Happy in our entire
life! But gradually,
as the days run into weeks and the weeks into months, our
daydreams return as
persistent as ever, filled with the desire for all sorts of
new things which we feel would make our life “more”
complete.
Chances are each one of us has starred in countless
little dramas such as this, always telling our self, “This
one is really it—this time I’ll win some lasting happiness.”
In every instance we are convinced that the object we desire
is the source of the happiness we seek, despite the obvious
fact that the more we get, the more we seem to want.
In reality, the fulfillment of desire brings us happiness
only to the extent that our mind becomes stabilized in the
process. According to spiritual scientists, what really
happened in the above episode is this: The mind began to
dwell on just one desire, then suddenly that desire was
fulfilled, and for a short time the mind became completely
disarmed, stabilizing just long enough for a flash of bliss
to burst through from the inner Self. As soon as the mind
recovers from such shocks of satiation, however, it begins
to function in its usual way again, becoming agitated with
more desires. As long as we continue to be guided by the
mind, we will spend the rest of our days chasing one thing
after another; and our death will be tragic and painful,
because even as we draw our final breath, the mind will
urgently proclaim that our life has not yet been fulfilled.
Meditation and The
Mind
In the second stage
of meditation practice, our goal becomes to still all mental
agitations so that we can reach beyond the mind and immerse
our self in the supreme bliss of our essential nature. The
moment we succeed in transcending the mind and plugging into
the inner Self, we need no longer seek to extract happiness
from external things; instead, we will now be able to inject
happiness into everything around us all the time.
Our meditation practice begins to focus upon the mind more
and more as our body becomes less and less distracting to
us: the quieter our body is in meditation, the more our
attention is able In center upon the workings of our mind.
At this point we will probably discover that when we first
begin to aim our full attention at the mind, it will
suddenly become alarmingly hyperactive. This is a natural
occurrence for which Yoga provides a spectrum of remedies,
the main ones involving willful force, the practice of
witness-consciousness, or the repetition of a spiritual
mantra
. Willful Force
Any
of us who elect this course and attempt to still the mind
willfully are certain to learn very soon that we have set
ourselves an extremely difficult task. When most people try
to still an overactive mind with force, they find that the
situation only gets worse. If someone says to us, “Try not
to think of a monkey,” chances are that a monkey will
immediately jump into our mind, and the more we try to oust
the obstinate simian from our thoughts, the more it will
obsess us. Trying to still the mind willfully is like trying
not to think of a monkey. It’s a course recommended only for
those of us with iron wills or fairly quiet minds during
meditation.
Witness-Consciousness
According to Yoga, one of the easiest ways to experience the
deepest aspect of our being is to simply disregard the mind
when we meditate. Just as the heart’s job is to heat, the
mind’s job is to think; and just as we don’t expect the
heart to stop beating
when we meditate, we need not expect the mind to stop
thinking. Rather, we may choose to equate our thoughts with
clouds in the sky, obscuring the sun of the Self; instead of
bothering about the clouds, we may simply concern our self
with looking past them, striving to glimpse the light which
lies beyond. The technique of not identifying with our mind
in meditation is called practicing witness-consciousness.
This technique is much simpler than stilling the mind
through forcible restraint, but to understand how it works
we will have to take a
moment to consider exactly to whom we refer when we use the
pronoun “I.”
Yoga tells us that the most important question a human
being can ask is: “Who am I?” Until we thoroughly understand
and experience the most accurate answer to this question,
all other questioning is absurd, for how can we effectively
understand the true nature of anything we examine if
we don’t even know the true
nature of the examiner? Yoga is the process of understanding
and experiencing the ultimate answer to the question “Who am
I?”
The easiest way to illustrate that most of us do not have
a clear idea about who we really are is to look at the ways
we refer to ourselves in normal conversation. For instance,
when we say, “I am John Doe,” or “I am a doctor,” we are
identifying with our name or profession; but when we say,
“My name is John Doe,” or “My profession is medicine,” we
indicate that these labels merely belong to us—they are not
who we really are.
When we say, “I am sick,” “I am hungry” or" I'm too fat,”
we are identifying with the body; but when we say something
like, “I almost broke every bone in my body,” we are
indicating that the body is just one of our possessions.
Exactly what part of us is the owner implied by our
statement?
Could it be the mind? We say, “1 think such-and-such,” “I
remember so-and-so,” “I’m smart (or stupid),” etc.,
indicating that indeed we are the mind; but what about the
times we say, “My mind was a blank,” “My mind’s getting
tired,” or “I am trying to improve my mind”? Who is the
owner of our mind to which we then refer?
Could it be the Self? Certainly not the self we speak of
when we say, “I did everything myself,” “I thought only of
myself,” etc., because there’s that little possessive
pronoun my again, indicating that our normal impression of
“self” is nothing more than our most superficial
characteristics—body, mind, name, job, etc.
—all rolled into one. This “self” is but a shadow of its
true owner, the pure, perfect, blissful inner Self—and how
many of us really know this part of our being?
The practice of witness-consciousness is the subtle act of
differentiating between the limited “self’ and the limitless
Self which lies beyond it. Once we clearly understand the
difference between these two terms, the following statement
should be clear as
well: Meditation is not being concerned only with
yourself, it’s being
concerned only with your
Self.’
The Self perceives the universe through both the body
(senses) and the mind
(ego-intellect). True Yoga teaches us to respect and care
for both body and mind with great reverence because they are
our most valuable
possessions, but we are warned that these are
valuable to us only if they
are used as vehicles to help us seek the Self.
If we
become deluded into thinking
that the body and mind are us,
rather than our instruments,
we become vulnerable to endless pain and anguish. Thus, Yoga
tells us, it is imperative that we begin to identify with
the Self rather than its instruments, and when we do this we
are practicing witness-consciousness. Simply stated,
witness-consciousness is looking at everything from the
point of view of the Self.
How do we begin to get a handle on this elusive Self
which lies beyond the mind, and why is it called a witness’?
If we have ever been in a state of extreme excitement due to
anger, fear, sorrow or whatever, we may have noticed that no
matter how upset our body and mind were, there still seemed
to be some part of us which just calmly stood back and
watched everything quite impersonally. At any rate, most of
us have surely experienced occasions in which we were fast
asleep and dreaming, while some other part of us remained
aloof and reminded us that it was all a dream. This part of
us which never sleeps is the witness who greets us when we
awaken each morning and tells us whether we’ve dreamed or
did not dream. This one who witnesses dispassionately from
some point beyond our mind is the very Self which we seek,
and it is through time
practice of witness-consciousness that we become more and
more established in
the Self, making more and
more of its treasures
available to us.
Mantra
The easiest way of all to still the mind
is by using the natural workings of the mind itself to lead
our awareness to the Self. This is accomplished through the
mental repetition of a yogic mantra. Since this subject is
covered in detail later, we need only say a few words here
to indicate how the science of mantra uses the mind to
transcend itself.
In Mantra Yoga, sound vibrations are utilized to affect
the energy structure of a person or object. Since all
thoughts are vibrations, mantra meditation involves the
constant mental repetition of certain syllables, “thoughts”
whose vibratory effect is to refine our awareness and
modulate it upward to higher
and higher levels of the mind until eventually the very
limits of the mind are reached and transcended, leading us
right to spontaneous witness-consciousness. Through mantra
meditation, Yoga offers us a simple-to-use, highly effective
means of bypassing many of the obstacles inherent in the
quest for Self-realization, and exactly how this is
accomplished will be our concern at a more appropriate point
further on in our investigation.